Tuesday, October 24, 2006
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
okay . this year has been the worst .
my maid's leaving on sat =( . she cried today which made me tear soon =( . she was like ' you must take care okay . study hard. im sorry for all the mistakes i've done . dont make your parents angry .' omg . just damn sad . i'm going to miss her damn lot .
i will miss the way she wakes me up continuosly in the morning whereas my new maid just shouts my name and walks off .
i will miss the way she pronouces charmain's name (: . so cute !
i will miss going to the shops with her
i will miss her cooking !!
but oh well .she going to get married . wish her all the best (:
some people didnt believe he was with her right ? now im sure . =( . but oh well . he is happy . i should be happy too right ?but somehow i find it so hard to do so . yea . i know i love you but dont think these three words matter anymore . you have someone else for you to say it too . take good care of her . please dont hurt her .
dont think we are talking anymore . dont think you would read this either. i just hope you would . mm . take care . if only i could turn back time . oh well . 26 november is coming. i'll forget you at least i hope too .
you're one lucky girl (:
okay . so today went to grandma house in the morning for breakfast . then went home . got ready in the afternoon and went to a few of mum's friends houses . after that came home . talked . slpt . woke up not long ago . havent eaten dinner . going to eat soon though . but dont really have the mood
having pms cramp now . it really hurts=(
im going to stop here now . i dont feel like posting . oh yea. and everyone im fine , really . i dont think anyone would understand . how much pain =(
why today ? i thought today would be a better day .
maybe tomorrow then . report book tmr . i know all my results . just want to see my remarks .
okay . oh well . life really sucks .
i wish i were you ;
LOVES ;
the memories have shattered 9:34 PM
